Decisions
by Zoe
Wanna shag him. He's gorgeous. I want to hold him, please him.
Want his cock in my mouth.
Jeez, why is my mouth watering? I'm not gay.
I am NOT gay! So why do I want him so much?
Why does my cock say yes, and my heart says yes, yet my head says no?
He wants me; I know he does.
It's in the way he looks at me, smiles at me.
Touches me.
Not that he does that, often.
Unfortunately.
I'm straight, dammit! I like women.
Never had a man before. Am I scared?
Damn right I am.
He's scared. A man can tell.
He isn't sure whether to stay or run.
Should have known. Should have known about his indecision.
But, I want him. I want him so badly, it hurts.
And I'm positive he's aware of this fact.
It's in the way I look at him, smile at him.
Touch him.
I don't do that often, but when I do...
...It's memorable.
He thinks he's the only one who hasn't been with a man before.
I know he's sure I have...but I haven't
And I'm just as scared as he is.
C'mon. Make your move, love.
-- THE END --
2004